Depression:
a feeling of drowning in deep thick, dark, heavy water...
an constant struggle to stay afloat, knowing that if you give up then you're gone for good...
wondering for just how long you can do the doggie paddly without anyone noticing...
finally finding a raft to cling onto, then a boat to board...
then being pushed from behind back into those dark scarey waters
I can write this as I am on-board the boat
you're welcome up here for a cuppa any time if it helps xxx
ReplyDeleteI may take you up on that offer over the holidays...xx
ReplyDeletehugs. i have found things hard for a few years since Brendan's diagnosis but slowly i have been coming back out. I have even come off the pills which is a huge step. but things can very easily dent my bubble :-(
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